7th weigh in

I had a bad week this week :( Because I'm a vegetarian I don't have a lot of choice's in the Jenny plan, so I usually end up having the same thing all the time. This week I ended up going out for dinner 4 times and although I didn't choose things that were horrible, my portions were to big. That being said I didn't gain any weight this week, but I only lost a half pound. It is better then I thought, but I'm still not happy about it or proud of myself.

6th weigh in

I can’t believe it; I’ve lost another 5 pounds. As of now I’m down 17.5 pounds and I feel great. I’ve really embraced exercising; I’m even trying to get into running. That’s right, me running. It’s hard because of my size, but hey why not. I’m feeling so good right now and motivated. I can’t wait to see myself in another 2 months.

I'm over it...

Well that whole complicated friendship is soooo over. We had a few more correspondence back and forth after he asked me if I was over it and those didn't go very well. It sucks, I was sad, but fuck it. I deserve better people in my life and people who would fight to keep my friendship.

Through all that though I was able to keep myself on track Jenny wise and although I did gain a pound at my last weigh in I would say that's good. I'm hoping to be a big loser on Sunday for my next weigh in. I've really increased my activity level and I'm still sticking with the food plan. I'm loving losing weight and being active. I feel so much better about myself now that I'm actually doing something about my weight instead of just talking about it.

In disbelief...

I'm so mad right now. In my very first post I talked about how I had a complicated friendship that came to an end. Everything has been going well, considering. But a few days ago I was online and my friend, who I haven't spoke to for a few month since I told him I couldn't do our friendship anymore, messaged me and asked me, "If I was over it yet and that I should be". The arrogance, I couldn't believe it. The whole reason why we aren't friends is because of him and his behavior. I was so mad and angry. I know he has issues, but I expected more from him. If he had said, "We need to talk I don’t want this to be it". I would have considered it, but "Are you over it". Are you kidding me? Who says shit like that? I guess he does and that why I had to take him out of my life.

4th weigh in

Well I got back from camping a few days ago and I think it went well. I could have done better and made better choices, but all in all I'm proud of myself. I went for my 4th weigh in and I lost 2.5 pounds, bringing my total in a month to 13 pounds. I'm struggling a little bit. I've been really wanting to eat everything in site, but I'm really trying not too. My period is coming, so I think that is part of it. I'm still motivated to continue and see this through.

3rd weigh in

I went to my 3rd weigh in today and I'm down another 3 pounds so, that is 10 and a half pounds in 3 weeks. I haven't really noticed it yet in my appearance or in my clothes, but other people have been making comments that they can see a difference. I'm still enjoying it and losing weight is a really good motivator.

I'm going camping tomorrow and I am soooo looking forward to that. I think I'm going to do okay. I might drink or eat something I shouldn't, but I'm going to try and fight it. If I do cheat however, I'm learning that it's not the end of the world, but that it will just take that much long to lose the weight I want to lose.

Camping and Jenny

It's the middle of the week and I'm getting really excited about going camping next week. I wasn't sure how I was going to plan my week because I won’t have access to a microwave for my Jenny food, but the Jenny reps told me not to worry and to just plan my meal and try as much as possible to stick to the plan. I think I'm going to be okay. I've already started planning and I think I'm going to be okay.

I'm really enjoying being on Jenny. I don't really have to worry about food and I'm learning so much about portion control. I really think that this is going to work for me for the long term. I know this is my first real attempt at losing a significant amount of weight and that most people will gain it back, but I went into this already a vegetarian and knowing so much about nutrition already. I was already eating health; I just needed to learn to eat consistently and to learn portion control.