Right now

I’m feeling better, but I think that is because I have other things to occupy my mind. I still have not heard anything from the Doctors office. It’s disappointing, but I’m really holding out hope that they will call. I do really want to go forward with this, but if doesn’t pan out I don’t know what my other options are (if any). I know one thing; I’m really not interested in being in this body for the rest of my life. I wish there was another way or something else that I know would work and keep working. I know at the end of the day I have nothing to complain about, but it’s the one thing that has never felt right.