7th weigh in

I had a bad week this week :( Because I'm a vegetarian I don't have a lot of choice's in the Jenny plan, so I usually end up having the same thing all the time. This week I ended up going out for dinner 4 times and although I didn't choose things that were horrible, my portions were to big. That being said I didn't gain any weight this week, but I only lost a half pound. It is better then I thought, but I'm still not happy about it or proud of myself.

6th weigh in

I can’t believe it; I’ve lost another 5 pounds. As of now I’m down 17.5 pounds and I feel great. I’ve really embraced exercising; I’m even trying to get into running. That’s right, me running. It’s hard because of my size, but hey why not. I’m feeling so good right now and motivated. I can’t wait to see myself in another 2 months.

I'm over it...

Well that whole complicated friendship is soooo over. We had a few more correspondence back and forth after he asked me if I was over it and those didn't go very well. It sucks, I was sad, but fuck it. I deserve better people in my life and people who would fight to keep my friendship.

Through all that though I was able to keep myself on track Jenny wise and although I did gain a pound at my last weigh in I would say that's good. I'm hoping to be a big loser on Sunday for my next weigh in. I've really increased my activity level and I'm still sticking with the food plan. I'm loving losing weight and being active. I feel so much better about myself now that I'm actually doing something about my weight instead of just talking about it.

In disbelief...

I'm so mad right now. In my very first post I talked about how I had a complicated friendship that came to an end. Everything has been going well, considering. But a few days ago I was online and my friend, who I haven't spoke to for a few month since I told him I couldn't do our friendship anymore, messaged me and asked me, "If I was over it yet and that I should be". The arrogance, I couldn't believe it. The whole reason why we aren't friends is because of him and his behavior. I was so mad and angry. I know he has issues, but I expected more from him. If he had said, "We need to talk I don’t want this to be it". I would have considered it, but "Are you over it". Are you kidding me? Who says shit like that? I guess he does and that why I had to take him out of my life.

4th weigh in

Well I got back from camping a few days ago and I think it went well. I could have done better and made better choices, but all in all I'm proud of myself. I went for my 4th weigh in and I lost 2.5 pounds, bringing my total in a month to 13 pounds. I'm struggling a little bit. I've been really wanting to eat everything in site, but I'm really trying not too. My period is coming, so I think that is part of it. I'm still motivated to continue and see this through.