It been a while...

I know it's been a while since my last post. I've taken a break from Jenny for the holidays and I've managed to keep my 30 pound loss. I'll be getting back on track in the new year to start losing again.

A lot has happened since my last post. I bought a new car, that I pick up next week. It's a 2008 black Corolla Sport. I bought a new laptop, which I am on right now and I love it. I got my hair cut, it's short but not to short. Overall I'm just looking forward to New Years Eve and the new year in general.

In Memory of Josie Ferlito 1981-2007

Josie was a person that I had met in my previous department. She was a beautiful person and so full of life. Yesterday, Tues, Dec 4, 2007 she was involved in a tragic car accident were she succumbed to her injuries. She was 26 years old. She was always laughing and smiling and was the life of the party. Everyone who had the pleasure of meeting her loved here.

I'm stuggling to understand why...why she was the one who had to be taken from us at such a young age. I understand that people die and that it's the way of life, but I can't understand why her and why in the way she did? I can't stop thinking about her family, close friends and boyfriend. I'm mad that we kept push off getting together thinking we had all the time in the world. What I wouldn't do to see her and say goodbye.

21st weigh in

Well I neither gained nor lost weight this week. I've been really bad and I haven't really been following the plan. I think I'm bored with the food and I just don't have the drive and motivation right now. I've told myself that as of today I'm sticking to the plan and I'm not going to cheat. I hope I can do it, because I really want to lose next week.