At least that is what it feels like. Why does life have to be so hard? Why does it seem to come easier for some people and harder for others? I’m gradually digging myself into a financial hole currently and I don’t know what to do. I know I should probably get a part-time job, but I’m lacking motivation even though I’m struggling beyond belief to pay my bills. I’m tired, but can’t sleep. I like being around people but don’t want to talk. My phone rings and I ignore it. I want to be on top of the game from once and not struggling behind.
On another note an update on the baratric surgery thing. That referral I had still has not called me back for an appointment. I’ve called multiple times and they have no answers, so I went back to my GP to get another referral for a different Doctor who performs gastric bypass. I’m currently waiting for my date for the appointment and at this point, I’m just keeping my options open.
